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02 August 2012 @ 04:54 pm
Title: and the lights blind me
Fandom: rpf (real person fic)
Characters: paul wesley, nina dobrev, ian somerhalder
Word Count: 1,783
Rating: pg
Spoilers: teen choice awards 2011
Disclaimer: if rpf ain't your thang, turn around nowww. you have been warned.
Summary: And there’s that twinkle in her eyes as she looks at him that he remembers seeing the very first day they read together. The twinkle that made him fight tooth and nail to make sure they picked him for Stefan Salvatore. The twinkle that made the air drop out of chest when he pulled away from their first kiss as Stefan and Elena and it was there, shining in her eyes.

This is... I don't even know what this is. I brainstorming this little piece AS SOON AS THE TCAS FINISHED LAST YEAR. I don't know why it's taken me so long to finish it but hey. At least it's done now?

It's not as angsty as my other dobsley pieces. It doesn't really have much to it at all. But I got this idea in my head the minute I watched their little segment and knew I needed to get it down.

Anyway. Hope you guys enjoy! Now that this is (finally!) done, I'm going to do my best to keep the ball rolling and work on some other pieces I've got hanging around. Thanks for all the encouragement; it means a lot!

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mood: goodgood
feels like i'm starting all over again
23 February 2012 @ 12:36 am
Title: it's not you i see
Fandom: the vampire diaries
Characters: stefan salvatore, katherine pierce, klaus mikaelson
Word Count: 3,023
Rating: nc-17
Spoilers: season 3
Disclaimer: i don't own any of these characters. god help us if i did.
Summary: He almost turns around to go back into the house; to go back to Klaus. He almost thinks that it might be the saner thing for him to do. But he can see the dark wave of her hair curling around her shoulders as she opens the door to a neighbouring house and steps inside. He’s helpless as his feet follow her.

What if things had gone a little differently when Stefan and Katherine first met at the beginning of season three?

First time playing with these characters. Be gentle, guys.

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mood: accomplishedaccomplished
feels like i'm starting all over again
22 July 2011 @ 10:24 pm
Title: it's all about perspective
Fandom: rpf (real person fic)
Characters: paul wesley, nina dobrev, ian somerhalder, mentions of other cast and crew.
Word Count: 6,980 (eep!)
Rating: nc-17
Spoilers: none ♥
Disclaimer: rpf is my guilty pleasure. if it's not yours, this is not the place for you to be.
Summary: Nina and Paul are talking in a corner. His arms are crossed over his chest and he’s looking down at the floor, not at her. Ian knows this means something, because Paul always looks at Nina. Even when he’s not supposed to.

first and foremost: to my darling brain twinnie kenzie, without whom this fic would definitely not exist. and also, thanks to everyone who put up with my constant cries of, "IT'S NEAAAARLY DONE!" -- hope you enjoy.

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mood: accomplishedaccomplished
feels like i'm starting all over again
12 April 2011 @ 07:04 pm
Obviously, I'm pretty terrible at updating here on a regular basis. So I think I've kind of decided that lj is mainly going to be a source for me to post my fic/writing/etc. You know, when I actually do any writing or anything like that.

You can pretty much find me more on tumblr, now guys. That place has eaten my soul.

feels like i'm starting all over again
20 March 2011 @ 05:19 pm
So this is what coming back to Livejournal means:
  • Spending hours upon hours finding new icons to fit my latest obsessions 
  • Spending hours upon hours trying to write new fic
  • Spending hours upon hours trying to relearn how to edit layouts
  •  etc etc etc
In summary - I am spending far too much time on the internet again. Whoops, my bad.
feels like i'm starting all over again
15 March 2011 @ 09:05 pm
Title: the road we walk
Fandom: rpf (real person fic)
Characters/Pairings: paul wesley, nina dobrev, ian somerhalder, mentions of other cast members, paul/nina, mentions of ian/nina
Word Count: 2,909
Rating: nc-17
Spoilers: uhm, none ♥
Summary: “Chemistry,” the studio executive had told him over the phone. “What we’re looking for here is pure chemistry.”

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I kind of knew it would be rpf that would bring me back to fic. ♥

(normal disclaimer on this too. this is just my imagination. not saying i think this is true, by any means.)
mood: productiveproductive
music: say anything - woe
feels like i'm starting all over again
15 March 2011 @ 02:23 pm
Well, hi kids.

Guess what? I've kind of been lurking around lj again for a little while now. I cleaned up my flist a little, going to give myself a new layout, and, you know, kind of caught the bug again. A little.

So I'm going to give this thing another try. It's not going to be huge. I am a busy grown up now. Or I'm trying to be. And to be honest, most of my internet time is being taken up by that crazy thing known as tumblr. (come say hi to me at likealocket.tumblr.com if you want). BUT. I miss my lovely friends here. I miss the WRITING. THE FIC. THE FANGIRLING. Oh, especially the fangirling.

And speaking of? Here's some stuff that you may need to know to get caught up on where I am, fandom-wise, these days.

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Is anything else important? Not really.. I'm still me. I'm still with the boy. (Uh, five years in a couple of weeks. Whoooa.) Still living at home, dying to get out. NOT writing anymore, though I'm trying to change that desperately. and actually i might be nearly done with a paul wesley/nina dobrev rpf piece but you know whatevs.

HI GUYS. What's new with you? ;)

mood: accomplishedaccomplished
feels like i'm starting all over again
20 June 2010 @ 09:36 pm
My plan is to write a lovely little "introduction" entry so that we can all get reaquainted with each other (because after all, it has been like.. three years since I was last on here regularly) but that will have to wait for now because...


I'll be putting the pics up later at some stage, but seriously guys. Seriously. They were BOTH super sweet and down to earth and charming and flat out GORGEOUS and lovely and ajhsahjkadsjk. I just about died. Actually the boy pretty much lost control of his entire body when he spoke with Eliza. He was so nervous, it was super sweet.

AND. I got to hang out with the darling missymeggins again after last seeing her three and a half years ago. I'm bummed that I got there too late to hang out with beeeez as well though.. but that gives us an excuse for another time, right lady? ;)

SO. In conclusion. Although we spent most of the day waiting in queues, and spent MUCH too much money, it was all totally worth it.


P.S - WHEN I WALKED IN TO THE PHOTO BOOTH THING SUMMER TURNED TO ME AND SAID, "HI CUTIE". I'm pretty sure that has made my life complete.
mood: jubilantjubilant
feels like i'm starting all over again
17 June 2010 @ 06:07 pm
So. Hi.

I know it's been over two years since I said I was thinking of coming back from my hiatus. And that I posted once and then ran away again.

But I think I might REALLY be coming back.

(Mostly because missymeggins and beeeez would NOT GET OFF MY BACK! ily guys.)
mood: excitedexcited
feels like i'm starting all over again
12 January 2008 @ 04:16 pm

wow, kids. it's 2008. what is up with that?

so. i guess i'm sort of making my return to lj. after nearly six months of hiatus. and you know what? i'm a little scared.

life is still crazy. i'm still working far more than i should be. i'm still trying to maintain a semblance of a social life. i'm still doing my pharmacy course work. i still can't find enough hours in the day to do what needs to be done.

but i missed you guys. i missed writing. i missed the communities, the friendships, the support. i missed hearing about everyone's day. i missed reading fic. i missed silly fangirling.

i've just missed it.

so i'm here. and i can't promise that it won't all overwhelm me and i'll need to disappear again.

but i want to try. because fuck, you guys are awesome and life is alot emptier without you all.

♥ mwah.
mood: crazyanxiously excited
music: death cab for cutie - movie script ending